Idk ugh i feel so weird right now. Life’s just got me thinking.



oh yeah new vid!!


I need to just go camping and be in nature and say “fuck you, internet” and forget about wifi and my broken heart and my compulsive need to stalk and just GET BETTER AND BE WELL AND WHOLE AND ENOUGH.

"I am my own person." — Matt Burgette, Man of Sound.

You are my inspiration, Matt. 

I, too, want to just be my own person. 


I love being horribly straightforward. I love sending reckless text messages (because how reckless can a form of digitized communication be?) and telling people I love them and telling people they are absolutely magical humans and I cannot believe they really exist. I love saying, “Kiss me harder,” and “You’re a good person,” and, “You brighten my day.” I live my life as straight-forward as possible.

Because one day, I might get hit by a bus.

Maybe it’s weird. Maybe it’s scary. Maybe it seems downright impossible to just be—to just let people know you want them, need them, feel like, in this very moment, you will die if you do not see them, hold them, touch them in some way whether its your feet on their thighs on the couch or your tongue in their mouth or your heart in their hands.

But there is nothing more beautiful than being desperate.

And there is nothing more risky than pretending not to care.

We are young and we are human and we are beautiful and we are not as in control as we think we are. We never know who needs us back. We never know the magic that can arise between ourselves and other humans.

We never know when the bus is coming.

"Never be in a hurry; do everything quietly and in a calm spirit. Do not lose your inner peace for anything whatsoever, even if your whole world seems upset."

St. Francis de Sales


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"I just wanna go on more adventures. Be around good energy. Connect with people. Learn new things. Grow."

Akos MajorSpiaggia, 2013.
"In case you ever foolishly forget; I am never not thinking of you."
Virginia Woolf (via rlyrlyugly)